july playlist

This Month's Playlist

Windows Down - Big Time Rush

Wide Awake - Katy Perry

Good Time - Owl City and Carly Rae Jepsen

50 Ways to Say Goodbye - Train

Springsteen - Eric Church

Payphone - Maroon 5

U.N.I. - Ed Sheeran

Haunted - Taylor Swfit

Taken - One Direction

Wanted You More - Lady Antebellum
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"You can't expect me to be fine, I don't expect you to care" Maroon 5

cause baby you're a firework

To be honest I didn't do much on July 4th.

I woke up late and did the usual- TV, Tumblr, eat....

And then me and my father picked up our wonderful dinner. KFC.

Not the ideal dinner on this day, but hey we just don't really get into these type of holidays.

After dinner we planned on going to watch a firework show like every year.

But because of all the wildfires in Colorado it was canceled.

We were very, very bummed.

But luckily my friends texted me to hang out.

We went to a park and watched firework shows miles away.

We didn't really watch though, we just took pictures mostly.

It was night thought to be ruined but turned into a night with wonderful memories.

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Ashleigh, Katie, Kiersten, and me!

Katie is creepin

Watching the fireworks

The group!

"Just own the night like the 4th of July" Katy Perry

i wish it was summer forever

I can't believe it's already the last week of June. 

When the heck did that happen?!

I'm not doing a very good job at making this the best summer ever.

But I promise to start that. Tomorrow.

Because Teddi is gonna be living with me for a few days!

I seriously can't wait. It's gonna be so much fun.

We kinda do weird stuff. Cause we're just weird.

In other news I finally saw 21 Jump Street (the newer one)

And oh my gosh it is hilarious!! Please see it if you haven't.

So funny. So hackin' funny. And Dave Franco is a babe.

My blog sucks.

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"You've got every right for a beautiful life" Selena Gomez

what i do in the summer

Honestly I haven't had an eventful summer and most of that is my fault.

Because when people invite me to things I usually decline.

Because I think I'd rather stay home by myself.

And it's too late to realize how stupid that is.

Because all I do is watch Jersey Shore on Netflix and eat lots of junk food.

So I've decided that if anyone invites me to anything I should say yes.

Because there's a 99.9% chance I'll have a better time doing whatever it is than sitting on the couch.

And this is my last summer with my friends while we're still close, and I want to savor every second.

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On other note I just got my very own Macbook Pro for college!

I'm in love with it. It's beautiful and perfect in every way.

I have yet to name it though. Any ideas?

It's another event in my life that just made me realize college isn't far away.

It's in a couple of months. Yet it still hasn't hit me quite yet.

It just feels like another summer filled with swimmingand bonfires until August comes and I go back to high school, waking up at 6 am and wandering the halls like a zombie.

But not this time. This time I'll be in another city, 2 hours from my house, in a campus filled with strangers, LIVING at the school and so on. It's a huge change and I don't think I'm quite ready. I probably never will be. It's just crazy you know? It's going to be a totally different world.

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Doing the things you're scared of are usually the most worthwhile. I have no idea

love life...what's that?

I'd like to tell you about my current love life,

but to be honest I don't really have one.

I never have.

But as of a few weeks ago I liked this boy a lot.

We got along so well, had the same humor, he was taller then me which is a miracle.

Many things that made me think we were "destined" for each other.

And all my friends agreed whenever I would tell them how much I liked him.

So I'd do my usual when I like a new guy- lie in my bed listening to love songs and making up scenarios in my head of us together. Totally normal.

And everytime I'd see him my stomach would flip and have a huge smile on my face.

I'd do whatever it took to see him.

You know until I found out he liked another girl.

Then I just felt empty whenever I was around him. I'd try to avoid him as much as possible.

And that's still where I am today.

So once again I get my hopes up but I just get dissapointment.

I've always had.

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I guess it hurts abit but I'm over it now He Is We

parker days

These past two nights I've been going to to a magical place called Parker Days.

It's the kind of carnival you see in movies. The rides, the lights, and the food, all of it is wonderful.

The first night (Saturday) we went to see the band Gloriana perform, you should check them out because they're pretty awesome.

We also rode the ferris wheel, and it was quite scary because of the noises it made but we survived!

The second night was all about the food and rides.

I enjoyed a corn dog and funnel cake as well as some of Renee's huge bucket of fries.

It took us half an hour to decide what to get because it all looked so good.

They even had deep fried Oreos and Snickers!

Anyway I don't know how we managed NOT to puke on the rides but we didn't and I'm so glad!

We rode a ride where you get flipped all the way upside down,

one where you spin so fast you can't move and you're stuck to the wall, and one that makes you feel like you're flying.

It's just amazing. Totally and completely amazing.

Funniest thing of the first night: "Hey this is Mike on my mom's phone" "WHO???"

Funniest thing of the second night: "Ashleigh got po poed over"

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"That rebel moon is shinin', those starts burn like diamonds" Gloriana

orientation

I just got back from a little thing called orientation.

And that's because starting August 23 I will be attending University of Northern Colorado.

It's really weird I'll be going to college. I never thought this day would come.

But it's real and it's happening and I'm scared out of my mind.

It was a two day thing and most of it was different sessions about "all the fun things you can do at the university".

Actually there are a lot of fun things, I might join the women's rugby team.

But on the last day we registered for classes. And that's difficult since I don't have a major.

I didn't know what classes to take or anything so I ended up picking these:

Principles of Nutrition, College Composition, American History 1877 to Present, Principles of Sociology,

and Intro to Family Studies. Should be intresting.

But the cool thing is I won $200 for the bookstore! I've never won anything before!

But anyway I'm just glad Renee was there, without her I would've been an anti-social wreck.

And I'm glad it's over. Now I can sleep and won't have to sit in a room with a hundred strangers and some adult telling me I should sign up for the Wells Fargo bank account.

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"If you don't know where you are going, any road will get you there" Lewis Carroll

one direction

I'll admit it. I love One Direction.

I finally got their album a week or so ago and oh my heck.

It's beautiful. They're beautiful.

I like every song except for I Want. Just can't fall in love with that one for some reason.

But still. Get it. Listen to it. It's genius.

Anyway I saw this video last night at like 2 in the morning and enjoyed it.

So I'm sharing it with you. Enjoy :)

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"you keep making me weak, yeah frozen and can't speak" One Direction

playlist

This Month's Playlist:

I'll Be Your Man by James Blunt

Forever & Always by Taylor Swift

I Wish by One Direction

Even If It Breaks Your Heart by Eli Young Band

Why You Wanna by Jana Kramer

Everybody Talks by Neon Trees

She's Killing Me by A Rocket to The Moon

I Make My Own Sunshine by Alyssa Bonagura

Prove You Wrong by He Is We

(Kissed You) Good Night by Gloriana

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"It rains when your here and it rains when your gone" Taylor Swift

sometimes i can't sleep

It is currently 1:34am and I can't sleep.

I've spent the last hour or so watching YouTube videos.

I would've watched more but my eyes started to cross. They still are actually.

Last night I couldn't sleep until 3am.

My sleeping schedule is very messed up.

I don't know what to do.

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"Be open to whatever comes next" John Cage

the beginning

Welcome to my blog.

 I have no idea what it will be about or what to expect from it but I hope it's good.

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"It's your choice. Everything is your choice" Cassie from Skins